It’s a dirty word, that every feminist hates.
every child of Satan,
every one who is outside God’s blessings
hates the word SUBMIT.
It’s a dirty word that godly leaders hate to use, but they do it anyway, for our own good.
It’s for our benefit that they ask us to submit, to obey, to be subject to what God tells them.
That’s what I was taught for years. And it’s total MANIPULATION, CONTROL, AND ABUSE.
I pulled out my journal from 2002.
It was a notebook I kept in Master’s Commission, during my Second Year. The first year I’d be considered a “leader” and a “real discipler.”
It was also the first year I was put to work in the offices of Master’s Commission and had to stay up at all hours of the night discipling young women. Yet, I paid tuition to do this.
Several thousand dollars.
In this notebook, I kept journal notes ranging on the subject of dating to how tired I was performing Hell’s Alternative (a play our Master’s Commission wrote terrifying “sinners” into accepting Jesus).
On this particular page I’d opened, the infamous phrase nearly highlighted itself: “SUBMISSION BEGINS WHEN AGREEMENT ENDS.”
Nightmares of Nathan haunting me with these words are going to flare up tonight.
I’ll bet you a dollar.
I’ll probably be standing over my own grave, next to Satan, with Nathan cursing me saying, “Submission begins….when agreement ends! Remember Lisa? If we don’t agree, you should SUBMIT! SUBMIT WOMAN!”
Haunting little montage playing out in my head.
Control tactics are subtle.
And they suck.
Think for yourself.
My Cult Life.™