If you’re feeling down, you need to have friends you can turn to for support but YOU are the only one who can change your circumstances. As much as I may love you, I can’t physically do anything about your shitty situation. You can, though. And you should. You’re strong enough, no matter what life throws at you, to pick yourself up and make life better. It will take time, and it may be exhausting, but isn’t everything worthwhile a lot of work?